Godel - 10:52 p.m. , 2009-03-22 awake - 8:31 p.m. , 2008-08-20 Auspicious Omens - 3:06 p.m. , 2007-07-19 the never - 12:03 p.m. , 2007-07-18 vbs - 855788 , dfbhhj how stale, flat and unprofitable seems life... the only thing good...the only thing worthy of sticking around for is the kids... to see little hunter smile is precious or to hear nick sing... i guess i want to experience that some more... the rest is just a big con... the big empty... i guess it's ok to fool everybody else... necessary... but i shouldn't fool myself... my life is going nowhere... it's a fucking joke... my marriage feels broken... or is that my heart... just nothing feels right... grew teary-eyed reading article about some jewish wedding in portland... the people were so happy... i thought, "we had something like that once, but it died... we're clinging to each other out of security... comfort... what's left is friendship, economic union, the kids... i guess i'll take what i can get... it's better than the alternative...when you've known someone half your life, you don't leave them " now i know why people take lovers... they can't help it... there's just something missing that they need... you can lie to yourself only so long, but eventually, the truth will out... people just need some sweetness in their lives. we're all just going to die why's it have to take so long?
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Main Entry: plas�tic�i�ty
Pronunciation: pla-'sti-s&-tE
Function: noun
Date: circa 1783
1 : the quality or state of being plastic; especially : capacity for being molded or altered
2 : the ability to retain a shape attained by pressure deformation
3 : the capacity of organisms with the same genotype to vary in developmental pattern, in phenotype, or in behavior according to varying environmental conditions
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